Philippians 1:15-18: Outward Activity Can Cover Inner Pain
Today’s devotion is based on Philippians 1:12-30: Joy in the Journey: Week 2 (WATCH HERE)
Outward activity can cover inner pain.
Yesterday morning, I was listening to a speaker share his journey into an inner wholeness that found his grounding in grace and the truth of God’s identity for him. He happened to be the pastor of a very large church in San Antonio. In his journey, he realized that he was driven by proving his critics wrong. When he took over the church in San Antonio, he lost 4000 of the 11,000 members. People didn’t like his style or his vision, so they left. He then sought to overcome his detractors by building the attendance past his predecessor. He was driven to prove his critics wrong.
The motive was not pure.
The outcome in now a church over 20,000.
As a pastor, it hurts when people don’t connect with your gifts. It is challenging to deal with critics who don’t like your style of ministry. It is tempting to do things to get people to like you. As well, it is tempting to preach the Gospel to grow the church for selfish, ego purposes.
Pain in your own soul can drive preachers to do the right thing (preach the Gospel) for wrong motives.
Forgive us, Lord!
This challenge is not new to the 21st century. In Philippi, there were various people that were proclaiming the Gospel. Not all of them out of pure motives. It seemed like some wanted the notoriety of Paul and to take over his spot in his absence. Others may have wanted to have a household name as a preacher of the Gospel.
Their motives were not pure.
But the Gospel was still being spread.
Here was Paul’s reaction:
Philippians 1:15 It is true that some preach Christ out of envy and rivalry, but others out of goodwill. 16 The latter do so out of love, knowing that I am put here for the defense of the gospel. 17 The former preach Christ out of selfish ambition, not sincerely, supposing that they can stir up trouble for me while I am in chains. 18 But what does it matter? The important thing is that in every way, whether from false motives or true, Christ is preached. And because of this I rejoice.
At the end of the day, Jesus was being proclaimed. It appears the motives of their heart were not affecting the truth of their words. People were hearing about Jesus. People were hearing about grace and forgiveness.
For this Paul rejoiced.
That doesn’t mean motives don’t matter. It doesn’t mean that the “end justifies” the means.
Motives do matter. The writer to the Hebrews says,
Hebrews 4:12 For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.
The Word of God is there to expose the motives of our heart. We can do a lot of “Christian” things with a poor attitude. We can seek to love others, serve others, or teach others with the motivation to be recognized by others because we have a pain of low self-worth. We can be friendly and ensure everyone is taken care of and be motivated by a pain of low acceptance.
The gift of grace is that even into the pains of our heart with which we suffer silently comes the truth of God’s Word.
Is your pain abandonment? Remember God is always with you.
Is your pain acceptance? Remember you are a loved, child of your heavenly Father.
Is your pain recognition? Remember at your baptism, God said, “I am well pleased” with you!
Is your pain perfectionism? Remember Jesus was perfect for you.
The list could go on.
As you serve Jesus and the light of the Gospel shines, rejoice! As the motives of your heart are exposed, be healed by that same Gospel. It does transform your motives!
Apply: Take an evaluation today of why you do what you do. What does God expose? How can God heal that hurt?
Prayer: Lord Jesus. Thank you for redeeming my activities done from a false motive and utilizing them for the advancement of the Gospel. Create in me a pure heart so that all I do for you comes from a heart redeemed by you! AMEN.
Philippians 1:14: Your Pain Can Inspire Others!
Today’s devotion is based on Philippians 1:12-30: Joy in the Journey: Week 2 (WATCH HERE)
How you deal with pain inspires others!
Philippians 1:14 – “And because of my chains, most of the brothers and sisters have become confident in the Lord and dare all the more to proclaim the gospel without fear.”
Almost every inspiring story posted on Facebook, written about or captured on the big screen is how the hero or heroine deals with pain, adversity and suffering. Cheers erupt when the one who is oppressed rises up with strength and victory.
But it doesn’t stop with the cheers. Those that are watching are inspired to step up their game or carry the torch the injured person was carrying. Enduring, suffering, and overcoming pain and adversity is inspiring. The will to live and the will to succeed triumph when pain is over come and defeat avoided.
Pain in God’s plan is never wasted. Paul realized this. As he was writing from prison, he reveals a powerful truth: his suffering for the sake of Christ didn’t dampen the faith of others; it fueled it. His chains didn’t discourage his followers, but rather gave courage to those watching. His pain did not lead others to cower, but rather inspired boldness. Those that were afraid to proclaim the message of Jesus because of the fear of arrest, were confident to speak boldly the Gospel. Pain loses when others are inspired to preach Jesus through it!
For us, this verse shifts how we understand suffering in the life of a believer. Ironically, Paul is in prison, but he’s not a prisoner to his circumstances. He is at the mercy of the guards, but he is not controlled by his captivity. He doesn’t complain about his imprisonment or lament about missed opportunities. Instead, he rejoices that his chains have become a megaphone for the gospel. Others, seeing his unwavering commitment, have found their own voices. They “dare all the more to proclaim the gospel without fear.” What an incredible statement. Paul’s imprisonment which intended to silence him, has amplified the message.
When believers witness someone enduring hardship with faith, it stirs something within them. Courage is contagious. One person standing firm in Christ while walking through suffering often leads to others stepping forward in faith themselves. Pain, rather than being a dead end, becomes a platform. Pain, rather than making us a prisoner, releases us to rely fully on the strength and power of the Lord. Pain, rather than limiting our options or abilities, becomes a position of strength to speak of the goodness of God.
Satan would love us to think that our struggles disqualify us from influencing others. We imagine that only strong, “put-together” people can lead or inspire. But Paul’s example proves otherwise. It was not in his comfort, but in his chains, that he became most powerful in his witness.
Have you considered that your pain may be the very thing God uses to encourage someone else? Your story of faith while enduring the hardship of suffering might be what someone else needs to believe that God is faithful in theirs. Your endurance through a broken season can be the reason someone finds the strength to keep going.
That doesn’t mean we pursue suffering or pretend it isn’t painful. Paul never glorified prison for its own sake or minimized the discomfort. Rather, he recognized that, in God’s hands, his imprisonment was being used for a divine purpose. And that purpose extended beyond his personal story to impact the church at large.
So today, don’t hide your scars. Let your pain tell a story of God’s sustaining grace. Speak boldly, even if your voice trembles. People are watching, not out of judgment, but because they’re looking for hope. When they see Christ in you amid trial, they may just find the courage to trust Him more deeply themselves.
Apply: Ask the Lord to change your perspective on your challenges that they might become a platform of Gospel proclamation!
Prayer:
Lord, thank You that You use even my pain for Your glory. Help me to see my struggles as opportunities to inspire courage in others. May my life point to You, not just in my victories, but in my valleys. Give me boldness to proclaim the gospel, and may my faith spark boldness in those around me. Amen.
Philippians 1:12-13: Purpose in the Pain
Today’s devotion is based on Philippians 1:12-30: Joy in the Journey: Week 2 (WATCH HERE)
Philippians 1:12–13 (NIV): “Now I want you to know, brothers and sisters, that what has happened to me has actually served to advance the gospel. As a result, it has become clear throughout the whole palace guard and to everyone else that I am in chains for Christ.”
Pain is never something we choose. When suffering invades our lives it can feel senseless, heavy, and often lonely. We cry out to God, asking “Why?” and get frustrated when we don’t get an immediate answer.
The apostle Paul, writing from a Roman prison cell, shows us that pain is not wasted when we ask a different question than “Why?” When we ask “What is God’s purpose?” we begin to see Christ, even in the tough circumstances.
In Philippians 1:12–13, Paul offers an astonishing perspective on his suffering. He wants the believers in Philippi to know that his imprisonment, far from being a setback, has actually advanced the gospel. That word—”advanced”—is a military term, describing a pioneer force cutting through the wilderness to forge a new path or a nautical term of a ship moving through rough waters. Paul isn’t just enduring prison; he’s recognizing that his hardship is being used by God to break new ground.
It’s easy to miss the radical nature of Paul’s mindset. He isn’t asking to be rescued from prison, Rather, he’s celebrating what God is doing through it. For Paul, prison was not a detour; it was a divine assignment. The result? The entire palace guard, and many others, came to understand that Paul wasn’t just any prisoner. He was in chains for Christ.
As God had purpose in Paul’s pain, so He has purpose in yours, too.
You may not be locked behind physical bars, but maybe you’re in a painful season where you feel stuck, emotionally, financially, relationally, or spiritually. Maybe you’re carrying burdens few people see or understand. Like Paul, you may be tempted to view your current struggle as a barrier to your joy.
But what if your pain is the very platform God wants to use?
Paul’s situation was unjust. He had committed no crime. And yet, God used his confinement as a way to reach an elite group of Roman soldiers, men who may never have heard the gospel otherwise. The painful context of Paul’s life became the very conduit through which others encountered Christ.
Pain, in God’s hands, is never purposeless.
We often think God uses us most when we’re strong and thriving. But Scripture shows that He often works powerfully through brokenness, weakness, and difficulty. It’s in those places that His power and presence are most clearly seen. So what about you?
What pain are you carrying today? What situation feels like a prison, keeping you from the life you imagined?
Could it be that God is doing something beneath the surface?
It may not be clear now, but the promise of Scripture is this: “In all things God works for the good of those who love Him” (Romans 8:28). That includes the tears, the disappointments, and the delays.
Your pain can have purpose, not because it’s good in itself, but because God is good and He knows how to use even the worst parts of our story to shine the light of Christ.
Like Paul, you may not choose the chains. But you can choose the perspective. You can choose to trust that God is working, even here, even now.
And one day, you may look back and say, “What happened to me actually served to advance the gospel.”
Apply: What is the hardship you are facing today that God desires to give you a perspective of purpose, even in the middle of the pain?
Prayer: Lord, thank You for never wasting our pain. Help us to trust You when life hurts and to believe that You have purpose in every part of our story. Use our struggles to shine the light of Christ to those around us. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
Philippians 1:9-11: A powerful prayer for YOU!
Today’s devotion is based on Philippians 1:1-11: Joy in the Journey: Week 1 (WATCH HERE)
Philippians 1:9 And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, 10 so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, 11 filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ—to the glory and praise of God.
When you care for people, you want what is best for those people, or that person.
Paul loved the Christians in Philippi with a love rooted in the grace of Christ. He was grateful for their partnership, but he doesn’t want to rest on past realities, but calls them up to grow into the blessings God has ready for them.
Here’s his prayer.
First, that their love would abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight. He doesn’t just pray that they would “love more” or “feel love more deeply” but rather that their love that is rooted in Christ would grow due to two things: knowledge and depth of insight. Love is a learned behavior. We need to take time to learn more about the facets of love, the nuances of love, the expressions of love, especially from the one who gave perfect love, Jesus. For example a growing knowledge of love leads us to understand that love is unconditional, it demands nothing in return. Love is expressed to enemies. Love seeks to serve, not be served. Grow in your knowledge of God’s grace and love. Abound more in depth of insight to what love is. Depth of insight comes when you experience putting love into practice. You begin to realize the impact and importance of love. You begin to feel love in your inner being. You experience the love of Christ more fully and express it more freely.
Second, Paul prays that as love abounds and your heart and life are tuned into the love of Christ, it provides a place from which discernment can be made to remain pure and blameless until the return of Jesus. A question that is helpful in seeking discernment is this, “Is it loving?” Remember loving isn’t accepting every behavior as ok. Loving is calling evil, evil and good good. Love is living in and by God’s truth, not accepting or giving into the lies of Satan. Love gives us permission to be discerning. God’s love keeps us walking in his commands and focusing on living a life that leads to the praise and glory of God.
Discernment leads us to get rid of these things in our lives:
19 The acts of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; 20 idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions 21 and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God. (Galatians 5:19-21)
Third, as love abounds, discernment grows, and the fruit of righteousness fills our lives. Here’s what it looks like (Galatians 5:22-25):
22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. 24 Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. 25 Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit.
There is no question of Paul’s passion and heart for the Christians in Philippi. He is calling them to grow in the grace they have experienced and enjoy expressing it each and every day.
The same is true for you.
Grow in God’s love.
Be discerning to stay pure and blameless.
Live today filled with the fruit of righteousness!
Apply: Take time to read Philippians 1:1-11. Make it personal. Don’t read it as the “Philippians” but directed at you and your heart.
Prayer: Lord Jesus thank you for Paul and his passionate prayer for all of us that we would grow in your love, be ever more discerning, and live each day filled with the fruit of righteousness. AMEN
Philippians 1:7-8: Grace connects hearts!
Today’s devotion is based on Philippians 1:1-11: Joy in the Journey: Week 1 (WATCH HERE)
Philippians 1:7 It is right for me to feel this way about all of you, since I have you in my heart; for whether I am in chains or defending and confirming the gospel, all of you share in God’s grace with me. 8 God can testify how I long for all of you with the affection of Christ Jesus.
Grace connects hearts.
Friendships are built around many things. Maybe some of your friends enjoy the same type of activities you enjoy – fishing, golfing, cooking, or camping. Maybe some of your friends are built around common experiences and things you did together – classmates, coworkers, or team mates on a sports team. Maybe some of your friends develop around common location such as neighbors.
Perhaps the litmus test of these type of friendships is if the friendship continues even when the activity, the experience, or the location changes. Are these friendships of convenience or friendships that stick no matter what the activity, experience or location?
You know when you are no longer in the activity together, or the impact of the experience has waned, or you move to a new location.
However, there is one gift from God that unites hearts across the miles, through different experiences and in spite of different interests. That gift is grace.
Paul loved the Philippians because they shared in God’s grace. Paul was a sinner who received the abundance of God’s grace. Paul was in Philippi and saw grace change Lydia’s heart and the jailor and his whole family. Grace moved them to belief and give their lives in service to the Lord.
The same is true today. Grace is a bond which connects people of all backgrounds and interests. Grace works a love for God and a deep love for others who have received grace and helped you to share that grace.
Notice Paul’s phrase, “all of you share in God’s grace with me.” Grace isn’t something we keep to ourselves. It flows freely among believers. It’s not earned, and it’s not scarce. God’s grace is abundant and inclusive. And when we live in that grace, we begin to see others differently—not through the lens of annoyance, judgment, or competition, but through the “affection of Christ Jesus.”
Paul longed for them—not in a shallow, emotional way—but with the very love of Jesus Himself. That’s the kind of love that flows when grace is our foundation. Christ’s affection compels us to bear with each other, encourage one another, and sacrificially serve each other. In a world where relationships are often transactional or fleeting, grace fosters enduring, Christ-centered connection.
This is why Christ’s church is built on grace. It’s why we need to be part of a Christian community. We need relationships built on a common need for grace and a common gift of grace. God’s people aren’t perfect and the lack of grace may be keeping people away from the community of believers.
But Paul’s words are a great encouragement and reminder. Let’s be a person of grace, connected to a community of grace, that lives with and views others through the lens of grace.
This way we will desire to be with that community of grace and long for it when we are away.
Apply: If you are not connected to a community centered on God’s grace, make a commitment to find one now. (Visit crosspointgtx.com for more information.) If you are part of our Crosspoint community, make a commitment to love people with the love of Jesus and be part of fostering a genuine community of believers built on and held together by God’s grace!
Prayer: Lord Jesus, thank you for your grace that not only connects me with my heavenly Father, but with all his children who have received his grace. AMEN.